OH TIDAKKKK~~~

sad..=(

emm..ak bru balik dri jumpa hubby kt kl.bermacam dugaan yang ak ngn hubby terpaksa tempuh demi perjumpaan yang xsmpai 24 jam..n i'm feeling low right now sbb hubby is not here with me..dh x boleh peluk2 cium lagi..hubby pn dh smpai srawak a few hours back and skang dh masuk latihan dh. xsempat nak berehat dh kna g buat keja dh.. i remember the last time we argued about his work, he said that after dia posting staf, no more late night work and most importanly, waktu bekerja hanyalah dari 9 a.m. to 5 p.m. and weekend is free from work..tp apa yang jadi masalah skang adalah bila keja nya pagi petang siang malam.mcm mna ak nak hidup kt sarawak nanti bila asyik kna tggl je..xke jd mcm skang. fortnight wife gitueww...STRESS...n tomorrow, he's flying to Kuching sbb ada meeting plak..kalu asyik mcm ni, cba pk kn bila ak dh g srawak nant, mcm mna khdupan aku?asyik kna tggl?oh no..ak xmampu nk hadapi nya lg..penat la..lg pn, ak rsa pegawai yang dh berkahwin ni, ptt diambil kira kebajikan keluarganya jugak..jgn smpai keja tu jd no 1 dlam hidup..itu tidak adil..and hati aku rsa cam "penat"..ntahla..I FEEL SAD..=(   rsa cam nak ngis je..i hate this feeling. God, ak xpenah terpk kehidupan selepas kwin akn jd mcm nih..seyesly n honestly I thought his working life will still be the same as before..msa sebelum kawen..

MEMORI NAIK MOTOR DI PULAU PANGKOR~~~

huuuuuuu...insiden ni mmg lwak sgt and ianya terjadi during our second honeymoon last year.hahhaha..we went to Pulau Pangkor and had stayed there for 3 days and two nights. the memories collected there were such a joy and delight to my heart that I smile whenever I think of them. hahhaha..the most remembered memory ialah insiden naik motor malam2 buta round pulau..God, mmg sgt lwak bila kami berdua yang gemuk2 ini naik scooter round2 pulau.hahhahaha..mmg bengong abis..dh la everytime jumpa bonggol, bawah motor tu abis terseret, ditambah plak ngn motor yang nan adooo n helmet yang buruk itu.huahuahauhaua...yg ni lagi kelassssssss..my hubby, start motor and I asked him, "syg, kta nak g mna?" dia ckap "kita g round pulau k, by.". dlam hati dh syok..yela..dia bukan suka jlan2 pun..so, naikla motor yg nan ado itu..smpai kt simpang tu, dia dh amik simpang yang lain, n ak tnya lg, "nk kemana ni syg?", jawabnya pendek.."round pulau"..hahhaha...bermulalah episod round pulau yang scary..dgan pokok2 besar pulau yang de rambut2 tu la..dengan suasana gelap gelita n dgn ala2 mat rempit ngn minah rempit, kami pun memulakan perjalanan itu..huuuu..smbung later..nk solat n bt keja jp..

He is so smart in that uniform~~~

my hubby is the third from the lappy's or ur comp's left..the one yang nmpak jam tu..uuu..<3

God, just looked at the new picture that his friend tagged in FB, and I can proudly say that HE IS SOOOOOOOOO HANDSOME in my eyes..God, ever since i started to know the definition of crush, love, like and etcetera, I have always have a thing for man who wears a uniform..hahahhaha..I'm so lucky to be married to an Army Officer. So, i got my wildest dreams fulfilled.hahhahahaha..huuuuuuuuu..mmg terbaik la kalu lelaki pakai unifom..mmg boleh jatuh cinta..n in my case, tetiap hari pun jatuh cinta sbb tiap2 hari pun dia pakai uniform..haaaaaaaaaa...